Dealing with having been circumcised?

How can I deal with being circumcised at birth? I feel mutilated, violated. I was hoping to find some sort of positive doubt from my previous question but the truth still stands. :( I feel jealous of the guys who aren't mutilated and I feel so terrible thinking of the pleasure I'll be missing, the fact women don't have to deal with this bullsh17, and how no one takes this seriously. How can I feel better without restoring (not now) or campaigning for fair human rights? I think this is effecting me way too much, everything from masturbation to looking at people thinking they'll possibly mutilate their child thinking they're helping. Please any suggestions are welcomed.